Angry about hair, Need help, please

Angry about hair, Need help, please
Posted by tommy turbo on August 20, 2002 at 20:13:47: Previous Next

As I have posted a few times before, I was blackmailed into cutting my butt length hair.

Basically My boss told me it was a managment thing and if I didn't I would be fired, I did, and have since been growing it back. It is past my shoulders now, and I cried my self to sleep so many nights after I was forced into cutting it.

I have found out recently that managment new nothing about it, nor encouraged it, but in an effort to support my boss told me that I had decieved them, and tried to put a guilt trip on me about it. That I must have missunderstood my boss. Basically tried to tell me it is all my fault.

Hell they hired me with long hair and new about it, how could I have decieved them?

Anyway It has made me very angery and Very bitter, I was never like this before, and have suffered from some minor depression since. Never felt this way ever before. I have gotten very angry at some coworkers that made some comments about it in passing, and kinda blew up at them.

Anyway I can't seem to let it go, and it has caused me not to be my self, and I worry that I will do something I regret. It has almost consumed me, I want vengence so bad on my boss for what happened.

What should I do, What will help? Please any suggestions would be good.


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